You are the sovereign in your life
A reminder to hold power
The last full moon and really entire month for me has seen trigger after trigger come up. It’s interesting as we go through our spiritual awakening that after a few years the things that come up seem to be those wounds that sting deep in our souls. Those enwound in the very fabric of our being. I hypothesize that these have been around for lifetimes — and who knows if I am right — but these wounds don’t always make sense in this lifetime and they cut deep.
These wounds I have seen before. Ways in which I give my power away and things that scare me more than they should. Things that have an emotional intensity that I can’t rationalize in this life — but that I have experiences before.
These two wounds I believed I had dealt with, but it’s incredible how easy we forget and fall back into old patterns. Even with self awareness you can get sucked into the scary of it all and forget that you hold the power for your life now and always.
I went down the rabbit hole and lost myself temporarily — again. I am thankful that I am aware that I can bring myself back, but am irritated that it happened yet again. But really this is life — a constant reminder we are sovereign. We have the power. We can make that change. Even if it is over and over again.
Here’s to a calmer May :)
